Blocked and baried

I bask in your greatness, just to be a subordinate I surcome to riches but still not affording it I speak the truth and you never be recording it I want to be great, there has to be more than this I want my future to open like a sesame A product of my own recipe Not even a whole and you want rest of me Slowly writing my own destiny Don't know why God keeps on blessing me I want to take flight but I gotta walk carfully No secrets left to spill I gave you the plate and you made it a meal Just hope you know the love I gave was real And when you realize its lost, I hope you have to deal Believe it or not but I have forgotten you still Blocked and baried is what you are, only so I can heal