Blue Eyes Boy

Blue Eye Boy

Hey blue eye boy,

 I am wondering what you are doing currently,

 I am wondering if you are feeling happy or sad,

 I am wondering how your life is going,

 I am wondering why you stop loving me.

I wish I could have an answer to these questions,

 didn’t I make you happy?

Wasn’t I your everything,

Wasn’t I your future?

 Where are all those “I will love you forever” go?

 I wish I could have an answer to these questions.

 What is funny is that after all I don’t hate you,

 how could I,

to me,

 you were my happiness,

 you were my everything,

 you were my future,

 and definitely I still loving you,

and this love will exist forever because when I said” I love you” I meant it,

 I felt it,

and it was real.

The way I'm feeling right now,

 I have tried to stop it because I know it will not bring me mental peace,

 I know,

it is destroying me.

 It seems that I’m obsess with you,

 oh, blue eyes boy…  

 maybe,

 but how do I stop it?

 I tried to stop loving you,

I have tried enough,

and it doesn’t seem enough to stop thinking about you,

 dreaming about you.

 What should I do?

 I’m putting in the bascule the options of keep thinking about you and hurting myself or trying to repair what is broken.

 Should I leave my proud aside and just run to your arms,

 but I know that those arms will never catch me.

 I know for sure that you will reject me,

I can feel it,

 you have change,

your warm side is gone,

and it would be such a waste of my pure feelings to go to you and just try.

 Blue eye boy I am wondering if you think about me.