Blue Heart

I See through a broken mirror,

Myself reflected, but not all there

My mind gone as a cold winter wind whips

On a sunny summer day.

People ask,

                                                                         "Where's Cecelia Today?"

Not born

Nonexistant

A child born Wrong

People Lie.

Doctors Lie.

Teachers Lie.

Tell me who I AM

                                                                           Girl, Daughter, Sister

Boy, Son, Brother

In Heart.

                                                                            In Heart?

In Heart.

Wishing for ambiguity

Like a Chameleon 

Blue like my Soul

On the outside

My Blue Eyes The Closest Thing

to show my inside.

Unlucky to be born Human?

Flowery, Pink, Glows

In my skin

Blue Jeans

Blue Soul

Blue Heart

pink skin.