Blue October

As I sit in the in the shadow of my despair, I wait for the truth to be revealed.Because for so long my soul has waited for an answer to my pain, but sadly the truth has been a stranger to the door called my life. Who do you trust when everyone has stabbed you in your heart? Where do you go when you have no where else to cry? The tears I have cried are so plentiful that my river runs as deep as the sea. I have shout for help oh so many times but it seems that god has turned his back on me; my angels have folded their wings and casted me into a dying world. I look out the window to see a storm approaching, and just like that I know my death is near. As I breathe my last breath and close my eyes for the last time I realize that this is my last Blue October.