Born again in Darkness to find Light

I have seen into the light, For so long I never had it in me to stand upright, I was always so pathetic, I never looked in the mirror as my own worst critic, It was always up to me, I can be whatever I want to be, You don't know what being born again is, I am the only one who has tried and did not miss, Yet, after the impossible I have done, It scares you now to see what I have become, None of you can put me in a box in your mind, Very few of us are truly one of a kind, Everyone can see what they want to from me, But, no one's opinion is for free, Everyone has their own motives, I am the only one who just lives, I live without jealousy or shame and love like no other, I care nothing for what you think except for one other, But I have always fought, Or loved harder, faster, and longer than you thought, Sometimes for only the wrong reasons, But, as the flowers bloom in the seasons, I was born again on the sharpest knife, In the middle of the darkest night.