to the boy

to thr boy who couldn't take no for an answer 

you ruined my view on sex

you made me feel dirty

you guilt tripped me into it

you didn't take no as an answer

you constantly asked

you only texted me when it benefited you

i tried my best to make it work

i texted you every day

i went one week without texting you

i tried ending my life in that week yet 

you didn't check on me 

you utilized the fact that i wasn't in the right state of mind

but you can't be blamed for everything

i was numb and scared of you leaving

i was tired of the constant "you should come over"

i gave in and then you ghosted

but first you told me that 

i depended on you for happiness too mcuh

you tore me down as a person just to build yourself up

but its ok minuteman fuck you