Break Up?
I said go away
When I needed you to stay
But there’s hurting in my heart
When we were together and especially now that we are apart
I told you to go
But I never wanted or thought you would though
The tears hidden on my face, the screaming pain in my heart
The reason why I pushed us further apart
I guess I thought distance would make you see make you finally hear
How when I push you away I really want you so very near
Now we are not together
And my feelings change as the weather
One simple thing can make me think of you
From happily sentimental romantic memories
To our reality that makes me blue
I see that calling you back would be selfish of me
Seeing that I hurt you when you unwittingly always have hurt me
I guess that’s why I pushed you away
Because I thought for me to stay
I would be unhappy because you never realized
How I was in pain
But it seems nothing compares to this unceasing
Emotional Rain
That I believe I have caused---you and I so much pain
You will and most likely get over this quicker than I
But only because you never caught on to my reluctant and tearful
“I love you and Goodbye”
Never wanted to let you go
Because you had the key to my heart
However the reason why we are now apart
The reason I hope you will someday come to see
Was never to criticize
Never to hurt you Baby
But…
Was for the betterment of you and me