broken?

i'm still broken
still trying to heal
no help for me
doing this all on my own
each scar almost gone
just need to keep my calm
dont want to be my own victim
im a victim of your abuse
do you not see what you do to me?
am i just your average girl?
im calling it quits
all we do is fight
all you do is hurt me
i keep running back to you
knowing i'm going to get hurt
i know the cost
but i keep coming back
im broken but its my fault
for i won't just stay gone