broken

Why did i get my self into this, everytime i sit back and reminisce on our first kiss. now im left with nothing in just just a memory of you i cant not fight all these thoughts prossesing my head everything you said was the only thing that got me ahead. you enjoy this ride, making me feel miserable nothing left inside. now i got a whole in my heart made me wonder what tore us apart. but you lied to me you said you always be their but i guess life isnt fare. all the memories i had with you all the things that we shared, made me believe you some what cared. you came back and forth made me beleive in hope but now im blind folded and im tied with a rope, i feel lost without you, i feel incomplete without you, which way do i go i wish i new. i know what we had was something so incredible, understand why i feel so terrible. you took a part of me, i shared my dignity and you took it with no pitty. you left me on a darker side, everything that came out of your mouth was a lie. left me with a memory i cant hide. i tryed so hard to keep you close to me, i gave you everything that you need, but when its time to proceed i cant stop to bleed so i turn to weed thinking i could succeed. but when something hurts so bad, i think back on what we had and it makes me so sad. please someone take these thoughts away everyday feels like its gone the wrong way. i cryed with you i laughed with you i shared every moment possible with you. how can i replace this thought and just continue. you wont be something i regret and clearly wont be something i forget. just know im done feeling the way that i do i know its time to just earse you. because i know what im worth and if you cant see that your not what i deserve im leaving these pieces on the floor im done with you i dont want nothing anymore