broken

Its being awhile since I saw u Wonder where life has got u U left with no trace Leaving me with a broken heart What was I to u? A puppet! Someone u could dribble and play around with Was I so pathetic dat u decided to punish me I thought u were my forever Now I know am just a dreamer That night u left I was scared U took d knife pointed it to my chest I begged u not to go U said u d kill me I said to tell me wat to do Was I too weak? Is that why u re angry U looked at me and scoffed U played with my heart like a football D only thing was....I was a human with feelings Is it bad that I cherished u more than my life U were a rare diamond in my sight that deserved to be protected I didnt know how wrong I was U had a sledge hammer With it u broke my heart into pieces Now I can't even find d pieces of my broken heart U destroyed me Depression is now my friend U turned me to a drinker Now I can't stay sober I thought I was swimming in your love But d minute u left I was drowning Ohhh.....how stupid am I I shouldn't have embarked in this painful journey called love U were right Am a failure.....I am d most useless person on earth Am foolish I should have listened I should have known better I thought u were my end Now I don't know at all Am trying to be mad But all I feel is sadness D therapist said to talk Wat's there to talk about U left with my happiness Now am filled with bitterness In the end am just a broken shell