There's a feeling in me 

A feeling I thought I threw away 

But for some reason my heart is under attack again 

I can feel it beating hard and fast again 

Everything else around me goes blank 

My mind is filled with memories I had thrown away 

I dont want to feel this way again 

It hurts again so much like it did the first day 

Trying so hard to replace the thoughts with others 

But that doesn't work 

I feel the pain again, fresh 

Tearing at my heart 

When will it stop 

When will it end 

I just dont want to feel this way 

Dont want to feel this way ever again!