To a broken Girl

 

feel like I can't love anymore more , I feel so numb, i feel like the only people I did love broke me , sometime I reminisce about different times  in my life I was filled with happiness .. there is this one guy I love some much he done me so wrong time and time again he broke my heart into millions of pieces and I still find my self attached to him I still find myself caring about him I still find myself In love with him and I dont 

know why I feel like this, I should be angry because of what he did to me repeatedly through the year but I'm not I love him and I would take him back in a heartbeat but I won't ,I don't deserve to be treated less than I am