Broken Hearts

How to you move on when you are still waiting for the impoosible to come true?

Because everything that I have always wanted, I was so easily able to find in you.

I don't even know what to do anymore, because it's not even like I am waiting for you to love me,

Because I have finally accepted the fact that you and I is something that is never going to be.

But my heart physically aches because my mind is constantly racing with you in my thoughts,

And while my heart is aching, my mind is racing, and my stomach is in knots.

I have aways been a hopeless romantic, and always believed in those happy endings to be true,

But just because it happens to other people doesn't mean that it is going to happen to you.

I have finally accepted the fact that no matter what I do, I will never be good enough,

And even though I never wanted to believe it, finally getting myself to accept it has been rough.

I am understanding now that you are surrounded by so much better, so I see why you wouldn't choose me,

But it does hurt, because the love I have for you is something that is always going be free.

It sucks when you change the things about you that you thought were the reason nobody liked you,

But you realize that there are things about you that they don't like, and these are things that you can't change, and there is nothing else that you can do.

I close my eyes at night, and you are the first thing I see when I close my eyes, 

And you are also the reason that when I'm awake I can't stop myself from continuing to cry.

I know that if you wanted to, then you would,

Or that if you wanted to, then maybe you could.

But I can't just turn my heart off and convince myself that I am not in love,

And I genuinely thought that when you walked into my life, it was some kind of sign from above.

I was starting to think that we would have that cute love story that we can someday tell,

But all that happened was that you walked away while I was the one who fell.

And everything that has happened over the past three years, I remember and cherish every moment,

And I wish that there was a way that I could get myself to end this enrollment.

But I know that no matter how hard I try, my feelings for you will never change,

And it hurts even more now that we are in the same range.

It is one thing to be hurt if you don't want to be in love, but I realize that you don't care for me at all,

And I feel like everytime I try to walk away, all that happens is that I keep hitting a wall.

I can try and move on and find someone else, but deep down, I will always be thinking of you,

Because I will always be wishing that you loved me too.