A broken hole inside by sendia

A broken hole inside. Can't you see the hole i have deep inside. I can fit all my hurt. But as deep as it goes the hurt flows out within another hole of suffering. The emotional impact becomes a breakage of inner damage surrounding A outer layer of pain. Acknowledging this isn't easy to mend. Facing trauma amongst trauma within all levels of life. Can puncture holes Within every area That hasn't rupture yet. Covering it with coated happiness that isn't real right . But it trys to mend the scars that is cut over and over again. Within tragedy of life and death. there isn't positive reactions shared because there ain't anything to share about frustration within a broken heart. Amongst love one or a true friend. Or even a stranger. So not focus on any kind of vibes within a moment of unhappiness. But hope lingers on until time moves on Within its own miracle.. So bummed out with negative results from all the emotions. Have to keep stable within what is left beyond it all.