Broken soul

I swear that you broke and left me feeling haunted.. I also regret that I have feelings that you had daunted.. Bottling up these emotions gave me a bile which I ejected.. Remembering how after all I gave. you left me rejected.. There will always be regrets filled in this sorrow.. And neglects which thereafter may just follow.. What we had could have at least gone an extra mile.. From the start to the end which did not even take a while.. This love is filled with words enough to fill up my file.. Not that by chance I expect you to all east even care.. Really your beauty makes it hard to resist a stare.. Late at night up in the dark sky above me I gaze.. During the moments I'm high of the purple haze.. I still look dip in my heart where this love was found.. It has become so lonely I can barely hear a sound.. I'll keep looking for it in this world I wonder around.. The smell of my cologne is at times surprisingly loud.. Which can uplift my spirit to what I call an abandoned cloud.. You have denied and left me with returned love that's pure.. Though I'm certain I had given you an impression to be sure.. I'm really hurt I admit and doubt there's even a cure.. I gave you a heart that I did not want you to return.. But you did so my heart will forever feel the burn.. I still think hard about the memories we left behind.. Surely until today I fail to have you off my mind.. This has also taught me why we say love is blind.. You have murdered a part of me with a dangerous blade.. Which had cut right through me and deserted me to fade.. All this sadness has left me with my incomplete pride.. I wanted to be left alone so I went far away to hide.. From all this anxiety which was the only thing by my side.. From the beginning you were fake and always made me cry.. But fixing it was never what you had intended to even try.. You have taken me to a journey which I hadn't been.. Which has given me some experience in wish I had never seen.. Though I will never give up on us as long as nature stays green..