Buried

Bury me in snow again,

the sun beat, 

the sun built,

time proclaimed this boy a man,

nine clouds creeped to mask this guilt, 

gusts of wind carried dirt staind in,

mixing in a pan am grin,

delayed betrayed I strayed it settled in, 

unplugging,

gray within,

incoherent,

sweet winds howl as sirens do,

this cold bite so numbing,

though i'm lost I am found too,

dissasociating,

what is real?

How to feel again?

Bury me in ethanol,

to crave for light,

I lust for night,

poison rain's sting incredible,

an unsurmounted sight,

nevermore the bright, 

a wall of glass as the autumn passed,

thunder clapped no sound to pass, 

delayed betrayed I stray it settles in, 

unplugging,

gray within,

incoherent,

sweet winds howl as sirens do,

this cold bite so numbing,

though i'm lost I am found too,

dissasociating,