Busting at the seams.....

I think I'm losing my sanity what am i suppose to do its like buying a size zero and i fit a size four trying to dance and have fun but at the same time trying to fit in my dress trying to fit but I'm busting at the seams what can i do, I'm not going any more good luck and good riddance i don't want people to see whats behind the words I'm sheltered all my friends trying to adopt me so i don't end up with a needle in my arm or a wrist before the forty three stitches Im dying feel like a charity case asking for a different life Im in trouble i can't deal with everything i feel there are too many feelings and not enough words they don't see they don't hear they don't know