Calina

Every day seems worse and worse, it just seems so hard to hold my head up high and I forgot what a smile feels like. As the darkness I feel all around me comes closing in an Angel comes swooping in to this hell I’ve created. Her wings are singed and she bears scars of her own some are within. But where she flies the darkness fades and some light sneaks’ in. where she walks demons fear to tread and if not for her I most assuredly would be dead. The only reason that I wake is to be with my angel with the scarred wings. I pray to the gods that my angle will never leave me. I am selfish and underserving but the only light of my day is when my angle stays beside me. I love her so very much she is the only thing that I want; the only thing I look forward too; the only thing I need is for my Calina to be near, care. The only person that I love; the only person that I need, the other half of my soul. My mate for life. The keeper of my heart. My light in the dark, my source of strength; the strongest person that I know. She without whom I would die. My Calina the sun rises and sets on here face, the seasons pass within her eyes, the years falls off her soul into a river of time. My soul is forever intertwined with hers as the river of time sweeps us off its banks and we travel down the path of eternity forever. I love you so much my Calina that words will never do my feelings justice. I love you so much kitty kat meow. I am yours forever and ever and will be with you in every lifetime you would have me. Your love for me is more special than anything else in all the worlds and all panoplies of time. I love you my Calina, I love you my kitty, I love you my wife. I love you my soul mate. I love you my mate for life. I just love you so very very very very very very very much. (poems go here)