Calling For Help

Someone help me Out of this misery and confusion I don’t know what to do But I do know what I don’t want to happen I don’t know what I want But I do know I don’t want to be like this forever I don’t know what I feel But I do know I don’t want to feel this way forever... Calling out for help right now Cuz the answers just aren't there Calling out for help right now Cuz I don’t know what to do Calling out for help right now Cuz I don’t know how to say The things that are in my heart I don’t even know what they are I need some help trying to figure out What it is my heart and mind can’t agree on I’m feeling more than one kind of way now And I don’t know what they are It’s like blank, quiet, void of all emotion Heartless, doing whatever I need to keep going In this life, like I’m on my own Pain or strife I’m the one to cause it If it comes my way I jump over all of it Calling out for help right now Cuz the answers just aren't there Calling out for help right now Cuz I don’t know what to do Calling out for help right now Cuz I don’t know how to say The things that are in my heart I don’t even know what they are Heart at war with the mind It wants to help and give all its time Can’t help showing what it feels Even when the words won’t come out right And even when the heart is guarded It slips its bonds and lets someone in Rebelling against what the mind knows The heart still does what it wants Calling out for help right now Cuz the answers just aren't there Calling out for help right now Cuz I don’t know what to do Calling out for help right now Cuz I don’t know how to say The things that are in my heart I don’t even know what they are