CALLING OUT

Man I been trynna explain my pain , 

I’m sitting here reaching out ,

Man I been trynna build a relationship,

Man I been tryinggg since day one ,

It took me awhile to get to this place iam ,

So for you tell me I don’t wanna heal ,

That shit struck me ,

How can you fix your face to say anything to me like that ,

Boi you don’t know me ,

Shit I can’t get a time & day ,

You talk to me about small shit ,

All honestly you talk to me when you want ,

It’s like I gotta go to somebody to complain jus 4 yu to talk to me ,

Man that shit you weak ,

But you this save man ,

I hear you I’m not judging you ,

Shit I’m just trynna understand,

How is that everybody say you want a part of my life , 

Then trun around & treat me like shit then think I’m stay around you ,

Yea cus you fucking set tripping ,

I’m that bitch ,

I beg nobody ,

Yes I needed you ,

But I see I’m better off without you ,

Even tho it hurt I can’t change you ,

I wish things was different but this is the path we on …

This is not a goodbye ,

It’s a wish you fair well ,

Nothing but the best ,

From a blood daughter to her blood father ,

For these reasons I’m even more grateful,

For the man that did step up to be my father ,

Nobody understands how this cut different,

Acting ok has become a nightmare ,

I look at the relationships I have with my daughters n say damn ,

I wish I had a bond like that with him !