Can you have serenity without serendipity?

I can't see through the shadows of the night.

I can't recognize myself.

I presume I look different.

Life without happiness can change you.

A smile turns into a frown.

A line turns into a wrinkle.

A heart turns into stone.

Can you live without happiness?

I presume everyone can.

But is life worth living without?

I cant be the judge of a predestine future.

But do I know.

I'm still looking for it.

A life long struggle with the pursuit of happiness.