"Can't control myself"

I don't know why I feel miffed, And my heart is filled with grief! I don't know why I unwillingly cry, Whenever you are saying bye! I don't know why I can't hold my tears, Without you how much pain I bear! I don't know why I can't control my emotions, Whenever I recalled you in my imaginations! I don't know why I can't forget you, Every moment which fragment few! I don't know why I lost myself to myself , Killing me the feelings of emptiness! I don't know why I lost my all directions, I forget because of you my whole ambitions! I don't know why I think about you intensely, Our deep conversions hurt me deeply! I don't know what should I do, Oh God gives me some new clue! I don't know how I explain my misery, Oh God understand my silence whispery!