Can't Help But Miss You

Even though you hate me I continuously look back to see if you miss me You spread your hatred for me to anyone who will listen You plaster your loathing for me so loudly that it's hard to ignore And everytime I see your face I can't help but remember how it was mine Just for a short time but mine none the less How that one touch between us had so much raw emotion I still feel the occasional spark from thinking about it But instead of seeing your face smiling at me All I can feel is your scorn I don't know what I did so wrong But I wish with all my heart I could take it back Cause it physically hurts me to see you there Just a reach away Yet I know if I reach out to you You'll just pull away And even though everyone tells me to stop caring I can't help but miss you Cause the truth is You were the closest thing That could change my life from self destruction