cant let you get close to me

Can’t let you close to me 

You’re beautiful, not only the  eye can see 

all the soft spots I have for you

Looking at you gives me butterflies 

I smile inside out when your name is mentioned 

My heart is filled with joy when I hear your voice

But yet I can’t let you get close to me 

I want your heart when I know i can't have it 

You make me happy by just saying my name 

But I have to hide it all because friendship means more  

Loving you isn’t something I can stop nor do I want to 

Just can’t let you get close 

I hide behind smiles but I was hoping you would’d see through them 

Maybe you do and you're just acting too 

Call me six months later and I’ll show up 

Call me anytime and I’ll be there 

Letting you close is just something I can’t do 

I’ll hate whoever comes later but I’ll be happy to see you happy 

That’s how much you mean to me 

I just can’t let you get close again 

By: DD