Can't say it

My secrets- I promised.
But I want to.

If I do, someone will get hurt.
If I stay quiet, it's just me.

I should stop causing trouble,
save the troubles for hell and the devil.

Can't say it now.
It's too late for it.
Nobody will believe.

Ready or not- One message after another.
One hit after another.

It hurts.
I want to cry, but the blood comes out first.

Why do you make my words twisted?
Why do you tell?
I never meant it like that.

Should I have just accepted it?
Why do you spread and tell, when I don't?

Why didn't you tell your mistakes instead of mine?
Should I turn again or not?
I missed the pain...
Turning again to the blade.

Trusting people with my secrets,
I can't anymore
I can't say it.