Carmel

One minute I'm okay with not talking , then the next , I'm in my thoughts , I'm in my feelings . 
Trying not understand why do everybody think it's okay to hurt me .

I keep telling myself do better 

Try harder to make him love you 

Try harder to show him what he ask for 

Try Harare's to look pretty 

Try harder to do better 

I alwAys wanted love but instead 

I got myself in some deep shut 

Babydaddy gave me a pill I took it 

I'm the one to blame because let's be real nobody made me .

But I also don't know it cost me to loose it all ...

All the things I tryed for a man & that's how I ended up