Cartographer's Dream

I am lost in the expanse of the night sky. Forever wandering amongst the beacons of light that fill this endless Cartographer's Dream. Waking only to forget what I have learned. Watching myself make the same mistakes more than a few times. Never unable - always unwilling To break the cycle- To wake to be the strong warrior I am in that sea of light. Naked I stand before my very self And only rediscovering the steps I have taken when I fall to that waking abyss. Nightly. I am strong. I am the Warrior. But only, it seems, to that beautiful Cartographer's Dream.