Caught

I cant explain what I am feeling, it's coming over me like a tidal wave it's all I know, all I see, now it's above me, I am trying to reach it but I can't stand, I am trying to speak but I can't breathe all I hear is the silence around me, it so loud it makes my ears bleed but suddenly it starts to push me down to the floor, the silence breaking more and more; I can see now a closed door. I stand only to face defeat, a broken self, I didn't know what this life would cost.