Chaisng My Demons

From start to finish I fucked it all up I rose from the bottom just to be shot down at the top Got conceived by my own selfish pride and foolish mistakes, Only to realize I've made my mark,   Tore down the wrong doors. Got lost inside a dark place, Only to find there was no escape. Just a youthful lust for a fake emotion. Torn by the love of a fake devotion.          These demons trapped inside my own brain are tearing me apart. Piece by piece they rip out my heart, My lungs losing air as I take my finally glance at this poison. Deep remorse of love from the heart in which was chosen.    The blood dripp'n from my hands The gun lain on the floor Blood drips from the heart In which was just torn. What have I become? Why am I such a ... Monster!!    Piece by piece they rip out my heart Chasing my demons just to try and find an escape  Trying not to be lost inside my own brain. But I'm tearing my self apart. My nightmare are slowly coming to life, As I reach into a dark for the shaper knife. To cast out all emotions within And to repent from all my ungodly sins I struggle for resistance, drowning in my own pain One good look at evil, until I open in. The blade sharpens deeper, pierced through the skin I take one last breath of freedom until I shove it in. My demons trapped in side my head, are tearing my apart Piece by piece they rip out my heart Destroying all sense of emotion As I fall quickly into the red ocean. ...Who will save me now? ...Who will rescue the sound?