Change of plans,Everything is

Change of plans, Everything is so messed up. I tried so hard to set my life straight. I did everything my mom told me. I got a man to take care of me, my own job. Even without college that was hard. Change of plans, he doesn't love me. I may lose my job. I've done nothing but cry; I've got to call my boss. Apply at the wegmans, to afford the move and the rent. The money I owe the bank, for the money I spent. Thinking he was worth it. Change of plans. Never again will some one fool me. I won't let anyone else play me. I won't let anyone but God save me. Only because I had to remake me. Where others tried to break me Change of plans, I probably need another therapist. I can get my life on track but my scars run deep, deeper than I can handle anymore. Change of plans, I let that happen, I can't let it happen again Let myself feel that pain. I'm done living with that suspense. Change of plans I'll live my life. Without you or her, Him and she, He and them, and they. This is a complete change of plans Just for me.