Change (written circa 2016)

Disappointment is my life

Nothing but a bitter strife

From beginning to the end

Though, I've tried to make amends.

For every wrong thing that I've done, 

I've tried to raise the bar up one.

I've tried to become a better person.

God, please pour your mercy on -

Me thinks I'm being insincere

Because it seems so very clear

If it be my person, that, I wish to change

It's something that I would have already arranged.