The Chaos Inside

I am chaos.

I cause it.

I receive it.

I have relished in heaven.

Yet, I have lived in hell.

I am unique

I have no mother.

Drugs are more important.

I am forgotten.

Didn’t you hear?

My brain is broken.

I am messed up.

My mind is dark.

My nights are restless.

I am the disease.

I was told I was to be unloved.

They were wrong.

I am loved.

I found him.

I found myself.

I am in love.

Who am I?

I am a warrior.

I am a lover.

I am human  

I am emotional.

I am intelligent.

I am going places.

I will succeed.

I am me.