A Chaotic Love
There are times
When I hate myself
For what I have done
Or what I know I can do.
But I love myself
It's confusing
To be so confused
But I love myself.
That I know
Some ask if I need help
And I have given that thought
But I say no.
This is what I have to go through with myself
I know I have people
Who will stand by me no matter what
And I am thankful.
But there is so much to work through
Adolescence is hard
But my will is stronger
Stronger than anything thrown.
I may laugh and cry
In the same moment
But I understand myself
I don't have to explain it.
I just have to accept myself
For every flaw
And every scar
And every mistake.
But also
Rejoice in my beauty
My humility
My strength.