chatter

sitting in the classroom, hearing people chatter, I feel my heart shatter, i am all alone, nobody is speaking to me, nobody is laughing with me, nobody seems to care, if im alone or together, as a group i dont matter, i am me, nobody likes me, believes in me, or talks to me, once they befriend me they stab me in teh back, they look at me like im stupid or crazy, why are you so quiet they ask, because my feelings dont matter, i dont matter, why on earth would i matter.