Choices

My bags are all packed ...why? I'm leaving .. Just like you wanted . At first I decided against it .... But I realized this life isn't mine anymore. You took it ,interpreted it how you wanted to . It was always about you..and I just couldn't live with it anymore.. Cause I'm just tired , tired of depending on your love and protection . You said it yourself.. Its time now for me to stand on my own ..and be responsible for once in my life ... In which, I took your advice . Sometimes I even question your concern , that fluctuated now and then ... Because it only took one day to remind me how useless and stupid I am ... A big disappointment in your life .... Why didnt I leave then ? Didnt I get enough ? I did ... I was just waiting to ....see if you'll change your mind about how you felt.But sadly, that change didn't come . It was then , I knew this was no longer a home for me .. When you didnt care if I left or stick it out with you until better ... You said it yourself again.. You cared about your self more ... And you would care less where I go ... It was evident that you were suffering under my presence . So being thoughtful and the hypocrite that I am ... I decided to let your soul be at Peace .. Where you belong .. And prefer ... Alone ...