Classroom of Silence

Limbo yet heaven 

What if….don’t dwell on what if, but what is…so what do I do with that? 

What is…is I am, simultaneoulsly , in limbo

In depression

Yet, content and joyful

I want to grow old …beautifully, respectfully, healthily, joyfully, actively

I feel like he  has already grown old

Too old in spirit 

We need  change, more motive to believe we are already  happier

More motive to not be defensive and short 

More time 

Less contact

..with work, the world, the  noise  

…to leave time for joy

Room for quiet conversation

Room for pensive reflection

..of good thoughts..fond memories..of childhood..of our years together….of  friends past and present….of  children…times gone by, times to come

.fond thoughts… wakefulness…no pain …..

Mentally , spiritually, bodily

No worries, no soap boxes, no fear..

Openness ..to rediscover love ….with what’s in  front 

To rediscover energy….energy to move, to explore, to enjoy 

To Live….