The Closed Door

Do you know how it feels to be stuck To walk through life so fucked up To have everything that made you smile go away Knowing the good things that happen never stay Being deceived by all your friends When will this fucking bad shit end Everyone around me hurts me But they walk around an act like they don't see Because they just don't care I might as well leave They don't want me here They're tired of seeing my face Hearing my cries They just shut the fucking door And act like I'm not even alive Which is just fine Because I wish I could die I wish I was in the fucking ground dead Holes in my brain cause I stabbed myself in the head My fucking dad is as dead to me as can be I wish he would just get the fuck up and leave Cause if he doesn't leave I promise you I will die I cant live with a fucking man who makes me cry Everyday he puts me in fucking hell Everyday I'm fucking wishing I could kill myself But its not like you even care You shut your damn door like I'm not even there