As clouds cry

As clouds cry i watch their tears fall down my window pane I sit silently praying hoping change but my everyday still remains the same Lord please have mercy Im Going thru pain And Cant help but to feel broken and empty inside As I go Deep Within my dark four cornered were I always hide Lookin for the comfort in which the shadows can only provide I sit and wait at my window As the clouds continue to weep the thunder begins to moan i sit to myself alone and cant help but to think that im to far gone Already Dead To many tears shed Ready to grab a gun and put it to my head I pray for death Leftwith no one to blame but myself And Their I sat with Bible in my hand when I heard Satan whisper in my ear Come with me you dont belong here I could have sworn I heard his voice loud and clear Tears in my eyes As I look out the window and watch clouds cry And Anger begins to build on my mind while asking God why And does he need of me for a empty shell of what used to be is all I see