The Clouds Of Gray
The Clouds Of Gray
I can't say that I'm sorry for loving you
I'm Just sorry I believed your lie's
For getting so ahead of myself I couldn't
See the games you here playing
I can't say that I'm sorry for loving you
I just hating myself for thinking your love was true
I hurt for not standing up to you when you
had been beating my heart down all that time
I had nothing to show you but emptiness
You had given me
I had nothing to hold you down
No cards to play like you did
It's killing me to walk away with a frown my face
Your love was fake that makes my heartache
How come you always lead me on why you
was out making lies
Why don't you want to win me now
Why don't you want to show me off
Like you once did
Tell me why you couldn't try to make my heart happy
You got very sloppy
I see you by my house stalking me
I see you by my house I see the one
You had been sleeping with could never hold you down
Like she said she could
You're killing me to walk away with all those words
You never had the heart to say so her is what I need to say to you
One day soon I will be over you it's only a heart beat away
I won't be the one who waits for you in the cloud of gray
Those rainy day will soon slip away
just like You did .
Lilly Emery (C)
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Poetic Judy Lilly Emery
To all my readers you may see that their are grammar errors in my old writings, but these writing are from the 90's ,2000's. I truly didn't think anyone was readying my work . so I just started writing out what I felt and made my pains a story and poems . I had re post these poems and stories all over the internet and I keep them also in file so no one can ever say my work is theirs . I have kept my work as they are just for others to see where it was I started my writing at . The pains are so real not even a game ,The life I had lived I would never wish upon no one . I like to say to all who are taking the steps for change in their life congratulations to the new open doors God bless you . You may have seen my photos on the internet and my writings on Poetry.com and poem hunter etc. you may have seen the hate that others have given to me about my work and my beauty of who I am . But as you can see I will never let the haters Stop me from doing what I love . So I say the same to all of you write your own words and let your heart speak to all your readers . I hope you can understand why I haven't made changes in my work at less not the old ones . My old work are left as they are for me to always remember where it all came from . God bless to all who reads . Lilly Emery /Judy Emery
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