Cold

I did nothing; at least I tried not to, I watched you cry. And I felt nothing. I worry about you. No, that’s a lie. It's me I worry about. Me is all I ever worry about. When did my heart grow cold? When did I stop loving everything? Why am I heartless? I don't know but its grown worst. I no longer care for you or anything at all. I watched you cry and turned away, Like you weren't even there. I caught myself smiling at your pain? Is this what I have become? Am I a soulless creature that smiles at you dying little by little? I have no clue and I don't expect to change. I've come to live with it, And now you will. I am coldhearted and I can live it....just not you. I'm sorry...