College

Who would have ever thought that with out you here my dreams could fade.

We always talked about going to college and how it was expected of me.

I didn't feel forced to go but I truly wanted to.

I enjoyed learnign with you here.

I enjoyed making you happy.

But now youre gone and I feel helpless and alone.

My dreams don't mean the same or mybe not as much as I thought they would.

Living out my dream for you rather than myself.

I'm not happy.

Everything could be easier with you here.

Everything would make sense.

I just dont know what to do.

I can't function this way.

Breathing is harder and learning is more complicated but I carry everything out like

a programmed robot.

My heart hurts.

I dont even think this about college anymore.

I just miss you.