A complicated thing

Those moments we remember,

the memories we share, 

the ones where we had ups and downs,

yet I still condier you a friend,

Everything hurts,

everything feels weird,

life is empty,

life is hollow,

Too much to cary, 

too much to hold,

too much weight,

too much guilt,

friends seemslike a complicated thing,

they hold their own secrets,

they laugh amongst side you,

sometimes they laugh at you.