Complications

There's day I can barely breathe living up to these things...
I can't just let this go, the need is just so strong 
Trying and trying to let go but it seems so wrong
To live up to these things.
It's complicated.
To even try...
To trust...
In you...
It's complicated .
It's hard to decide what you need or want in life
To think of one thing and have it done
Nothing is that strong or simple...
You would have to work for it and be strong because there's a probabulity of failing,
You might fail...
But go on, because life should go on... it should. 
You might fail and you'll probably say that it's my fault you've failed 
And them I might fail. 
But I'm not going to stand down like you. 
I need to get up.
I'll neeive on... and dream and walk my path...
I'll stand tall,
There'd to fight....

I will lll be no way I'll look back
Because if I look back I'll get sucked into your dark brown eyes
I'll look up and see you looking into me, waiting for an answer...
But I don't need this... I dont deserve this...
To be dragged...
To be lead on...
Then be shut down...
In the worst form.
Im told to fall in love with you, then to be told that that spot is now taken or unavailable. 
Dragged back and fort not knowing where to settle in. 
It's tiring, I'm tired of all this. 
I've learn how to deal with loss... so many times. 
I know it won't be easy but I'll make it. 
I'll get over you...

This poem is about: 
Me

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