Comprehension

I don’t know what to write anymore.

My brain is clogged with feelings and thoughts

So clumped together, like a sticky earbud cord.

Tangled and twisted and impossible to understand.

Why can’t I understand? WHY CAN’T I UNDERSTAND!?

WHY!? I CAN’T UNDERSTAND MY OWN THOUGHTS

AND NOW I’M PAINED AND

DYING

AND CRYING

AND UGH

WHY

CAN’T I UNDERSTAND………………