The confession of a confused mind

Most of the time i am confused and  wonder which should i choice.

So many choices it seems i cant relive stress.

Im so focused on doing my best that i dont even do good on the test.

It s a sruggle to constantly worry and hurry.

Feeling like no matter what you do it is never complete, it is lke a feeling that you can not defeat.

Its like beng  rejected over and over again you wounder if you will ever win.

I dont want to stop untl i feel like the hulk when he lifted thors hammer but it seems like every time i try im always getting hammered.

I cant stand not knowing but at the same time i realize that im still growing.

I try to fight off what puts me down but it seems  to be all around.

So every day i wake up with a frown most of the time feeling like i am a clown.

I focus so much on what is left and i didnt even finish the rest.

It feels so good to procrastinate until realize what i left at stake.

I dont want live my life like its a bet so i live it wth no regrets.