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If I told you I could see spirits would you believe me.
If I said "I could explain" would you listen to me.
I've seen them for years and only understood them recently
Each and every night they try to get me.
Whether it's in my dreams or Spiritually 
I would fight them off not Physically but Mentally.
They gnaw at my soul trying to break me until I show them Quote on Quote "The Real Me"
But that's just an illusion they try to tell me even though intuitively I know that could never be me.
They had me at one point and I was viciously angry
At the time though I thought this was me.
Full of anger and depression, not knowing the obsession of violence in me wanting to come out to prove to everyone one this really was me.
This was not written with a beat or intended to rhyme
but instead it is a confession of a crime
I let these things in without knowing it and almost spiraled down an incline,
This was the fall of my time.

But with every fall comes a great shine.
I didn't want this to continue so I had to break this ego of mine.
It was hard at first but was all in my mind.
I craved to sin and only wanted time, 
to do my own thing even if I had to lie.
I broke promises and made girls cry and never once did I ask myself "why."
Why was I hurting others, Why was I being evil
This is a redemption that I seek from my fellow people.
I'm sorry for the cold acts I have showed to you
but please forgive me I only wish to befriend you.
I have been seeking the truth since I was oh so little
and it put me in places that if you saw you would question what is "REAL."

I have never done anything like this but its time I make this.
I have seen myself change for the better but only to see my friends get sicker.
I don't mean illness's, but not knowing that they are following the wicked
I urge you to see your past actions and tell me
Is that truly who you want to be.
Sometimes evil is easier to be but remember "The Humble Prevail and The Wicked Fail."
Will Kenner

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