Confused

I know what they want, I know what you want, I know what she wants, I know what he wants, I dont know what I want, I want the fame, I want the fortune, I want the happiness, The acceptance, The JOY, the desire, The passion thart life is suppose to being, But I dont, I kow know what road to take, I dont know what to say, I dont know what to do or who to trust, BUT WHY, I lay in my bed at night and look up to GOD and ask why, Why me, Why my mind, WHY MY HEART, Send me a sign, SEND ME A MAP, SEND ME THAT DIRECTION i NEED TO GO FOWARD, He sent me a journal, He send my hands the ability to type, He sent me a mind to think and a heart to feel, He sent me breath to breathe and feet to walk, I'm confused because I'm making myself confused, I'm spinning myself around, Making me all, DIZZY, and Confused