Confusing heart affair

Have you ever been in a dilemma?

Mixed feelings eating you up,

Confused about everything in life,

More so matters to do with the heart,

Heart affair sometimes just curse us, even the strongest of all,

The giants with emotions as deep as the oceans,

Feeling some type of,

Is it love or lust?

Ooh, my see, even the physiologist can’t explain how I feel,

Coz I hate myself for not trying or showing them, how I feel,

I play tough, coz I think I’m what if I’m not,

Hiding feeling can blend our fears with guilt that cause suffering,

I feel like I can retouch my heart from my body,

And pin it on the board, just trying to understand how it feels to be outside,

How it feels to be real, not only from within but also from without,

Just saying…

By;@khalobill