Confusion

Mind blown

lifted into the air like a hot air balloon 

drifting away  from all the hurt,pain and agony you gave me

so far away from you 

Tell me what do I do now ? 

Try to get back to you? 

Try to crawl back to you? 

Insecure about what I say because you always called me miss. dumb pretty 

Holding my head down because you never complimented my smile.

Tell me what do I do now?

when you come home ,I still fall into that trap of opening my legs for five-minute laps 

Around the field...

You love me , You love me not 

I know that you love me

 I can feel it, but your actions say something so different

 so pathetic !

something so vain...

 What do I do with all this pain and confusion  

when  I meet someone, not like you?

He's gentle like a cat but strong as a lion 

his mind keeps me intrigued while his body keeps me wondering 

about the many hours he broke out in sweats 

when he saw me walk by...oh yes baby I caught his eye

He says that you're stupid for leaving me 

but I'm stupid for not leaving sooner 

and with him by my side ill be the best 

stoner 

he keeps me high off of what I call the moonlight of the sky '

higher than the stars and the wider than the galaxy 

far-far Away

 he takes me on a trip with every kiss of his sweet juicy lips 

 in his arms safely protected as I fall asleep 

confusion interrupted