Confusion

Am I sad? Am I happy? Am I satisfied? Am I jealous? looking so gloomy and empty, with a gaze hotter than fire, i stared at the sun for hours, yet I can't feel my eyes blazing, hearing strange voices in my head, makes it hard for me to meditate, I don't just know what I desire, my heart is clouded with confusion, I am submerged by my own emotions, i feel like drinking some potion. To relief the pain from confusion. Grtest write.